The scariest feeling in the world is when everything seems like it’s getting better, then you feel it creep up on you. You feel your thoughts coming to haunt your mind again, to bring you crashing down. There’s nothing you can do to stop it. You can’t say no. There’s no convincing them. If you ever told anyone this they’d probably think you’re crazy, so you have to hold it in. You have to be ready for it to hit you and not even change emotion. Fake it. Your “real” smile becomes fake. Your happiness becomes fake once again. And it’s all because of your own fucking mind.
(Source: allthebutterfliesaregone, via loveeholic)
